This Is My Idea of Love; An Insight Into My Hopeful Relationship into the Future

 Hi everyone! Jonathan here back on the line! So many things going on, from work to finding internships, to school, and more fun animation projects. But today, I wanted to update all of you on something I have always been thinking about ever since I decided to pursue animation in 5th grade: what my future family will look like and when I will meet "the one".

    Valentine's Day is the time to appreciate those we truly love and care about. For Valentine's Day, I created this drawing of Raffy and Rosey kissing each other. The 2 of them complement each other very well. While Raffy loves creating animation and cartoons, Rosey is more into nature and flower paintings. While both of them are pretty shy, they met after discovering their common nature with each other. Like Raffy and Rosey, aside from creating my own characters and running my own successful animation studio, I also dream of marrying "the one" and starting a family someday. Many of you may be asking what are the ideal qualities I am looking for in "the ideal princess" I hope to marry someday?

First and foremost, my ideal princess loves Disney characters, cartoons, and animation. She's really into these interests that she forms and maintains a strong bond with me over them. She also dreams of becoming a successful animator someday, not just to make money, but more because she is passionate about animation and loves the joy and laughter it brings to many. She will always be there to support me and my dreams.

Second, my ideal princess will always see the world through the eyes of a child. She likes to dream and see all of the possibilities the world offers. She loves to do pretend play, whether she and I are playing with our stuffed animals, building a scene with our action figures, or even dressing up/cosplaying as our favorite characters. Even when our lives may be overwhelmed with items left and right, she still remembers to have fun and always have faith.

Third, my ideal princess loves animals. She loves animals so much that she's always happy to see them, especially rabbits. On a trip to the zoo or the dog park, I can see both of us petting the animals and sketching them together, helping each other move forward in our animal exploration for our features. She is okay with me adopting a chihuahua into our family.

Fourth, my ideal princess loves Disney and animation so much that she wants to live around the Hollywood-Burbank area for the rest of her life. She loves being near the animation studios and likes the nature and vastness of Griffith Park. I see us going on walks together in Griffith Park and attending many industry events at animation studios and conventions like ToonCon, LightBox, and CTNX. She may be from anywhere around the world, but dreams of living in L.A. for the rest of her life.

My ideal area I would like to live in

Last, but certainly not least, my ideal princess is someone who loves and accepts me for who I am. While she may be a Congregationalist like me, part of a different Christian denomination, or even a completely different faith than me, she respects my commitment to my faith and how my faith made me into who I am today. We appreciate each other not just for our strengths, but also for our weaknesses. We are there for each other not just on the bright good days, but also on the most depressing of days. 

That said, finding "the one" is not easy, especially as someone who grew up different than most. Often, it's hard, if not impossible, to find someone who fits all of these qualities perfectly, so I created a list of the 4 most important conditions for me:

1. Someone who truly loves and accepts me for who I am

2. Someone whom I can bond with over Disney and animation (classic Disney and traditional animation is a big plus)

3. Someone who would love to spend the rest of her life with me near the animation studios around L.A./Burbank

4. Someone who does not smoke, doesn't do drugs, and doesn't excessively drink alcohol

That being said, I've also thought about where I may first meet this wonderful soul. Is it someone I already know? Is it someone I still have yet to meet? When and where will our souls connect? Here are the 5 places I feel are the most likely for us to first meet:

1. Disneyland Resort/Disneyland/Disney California Adventure or Walt Disney World - We both love Disney cartoons and the Disney Parks are such wonderful places to see our favorite characters in real life.

2. Universal Studios Hollywood - We both love animation and going to theme parks. Universal Studios is also the closest theme park to Burbank and the animation studios 

3. CSULB - Many of the animators I have met have been from my school, CSULB.

4. Animation Studios (Disney Studios, Warner Bros., etc.) / Animation Conventions (ToonCon, LightBox, CTNX, etc.) - Wonderful places to meet more animators of all kinds.

5. Griffith Park - Home to many attractions that inspired Walt Disney or reminisce of his times - The Griffith Park Carousel, Walt Disney's Barn, L.A. Live Steamers Railroad, Travel Town, etc.

Many of you may be asking, does she need to be of a particular race or ethnicity? Does she need to be Christian like you? When will you get a girlfriend?

    For race/ethnicity, while I did have a preference in the past, now, I am open to any race/ethnicity. Like what Derek learned in The Swan Princess, what determines the best partner is their character and who they are on the inside, not their skin color or looks. In other words, love is much more than just looks. 

    On faith and religion, this is more of a who they are on the inside question: While it is nice to marry someone who shares my faith, I am open to anyone of any faith or religion as long as we respect each other's faiths and don't try to pressure each other one way or another. There is more to a person than just their religion. My ideal princess likes all religions, respects my conscience and faith, and respects our decisions to share our faiths with our young ones. For my kids, the religion he/she identifies with would be completely up to each of them and their conscience to decide. Most importantly, my ideal princess is very genuine with a kind and loving heart, regardless of religion.

In terms of when it will happen, I'll leave that to the spirits and God to decide for me. One thing I do feel is very important beforehand is a close friendship. It's important to me that I'm close friends with her for at least 1 year in person before I even think about taking the next step, so we can form that bond, build trust between each other, and find out whether we're compatible with each other in the long run. This friendship is one where we are always there for each other because we truly care for each other from our hearts, not just when we need something from one another. 

With all that being said, someday, my princess will come.

How I Decided to Become a Member of the Congregational Church

 Hello everyone. Sorry I haven't posted in a while. School has been very time-consuming with quite a bit of projects, but now I have no more school, I hope I can come back more and post!

Today, I wanted to share with you all how I found my church and what led me to become a Congregationalist. 

As I said in my testimony, I didn't enjoy going to church as a young kid, feeling it was an "extra day of school". In my elementary and middle school years, I attended 2 evangelical churches in the Bay Area, 1 every Sunday until around 4th grade, the 2nd as a participant in their Day Camp Program both as a camper and as a staff. While I did believe in the Savior back then, I was not very active in those churches. Me and my family stopped attending the 1st evangelical church around 4th grade due to disagreements in some of their teachings. 

As many of you know, I was inspired by my favorite Disney characters and Disney classics to pursue animation around 5th-6th grade. However, the Disney feature films and short cartoons weren't the only things that touched my heart. Walt Disney, the man who started it all, also inspired me with both his way of seeing the world and his vision to bring entertainment to the "child within us all".

In high school, I was curious to learn more about Walt Disney and the amazing animated films he made. I found out that Walt Disney was a Congregationalist and even that the Disney classics, many of them and the inspiring messages were inspired by his Congregational upbringing. Without a church to call home at the time, I looked more into the Congregational Way. Being inspired strongly from the Disney animated feature Pinocchio (1940) to believe in my dreams and trust my conscience, I found similarities between my beliefs and that of the Congregational Way. 

I really like how the Congregational Church emphasizes the importance of the individual's conscience guiding one's spirit. While many other Christian churches expect their believers to believe and do certain things based on a literal interpretation of the Bible without questioning, the Congregational Way respects the freedom of the individual believer and his/her/their personal relationship with Christ as the guiding force in his/her/their life. I also like how us a Congregationalists not only read scripture, but also are open to different interpretations based on time, place, and circumstance. It's heartwarming hearing all the different interpretations that come from reading scripture.

With that, in college, I started looking for Congregational Churches to attend. With many Congregational Churches belonging to the UCC (United Church of Christ), during COVID, I attended a UCC virtually for a few months back in 2021. While I did appreciate their acceptance of LGBTQ and other disenfranchised individuals, I left due to the church preaching too much politics. 

Turning away from the UCC, I still believed that there are Congregational churches that truly believe in the Congregational way. So, I turned to the Congregational churches part of the NACCC and as I currently live in Anaheim, I started attending First Congregational Church of Anaheim (FCCA) in November 2021 virtually for a few months, before making my first in-person appearance in March 2022. Knowing no one at that church before, I first felt shy to show up in-person. However, my experience has always been much better than expected. Since Day 1, everyone at FCCA, including Pastor Jim, Pastor Emily, both Toms, Susan, and many more, have been very kind and accepting to me and my differences. I enjoyed every service, as well as the church outing to Peralta Park to celebrate 4th of July last year.

In December 2022, nine months after my first in-person service at FCCA, a few days before my trip to Hawai'i, I heard that the church was hosting a new members class in late-January. When I expressed my desire to officially join the church, both Pastor Jim and Pastor Emily were excited. And so, on February 5, right on Peter Pan's 70th Birthday, I became an official member of the Congregational Church! And yes, I will always remember to have faith, trust, and pixie dust!

Even when I move up to Los Feliz or Burbank, I still hope to make the drive down to attend FCCA on certain Sundays. I like the diversity at my church, where individuals of all different backgrounds attend and are respected. I even appreciate how my church is friendly not just to the Congregational Church members, but also non-members and those of different faiths and religions. I even see some Catholics and those of different faiths attend every now and then. So many interfaith marriages at my church. It even reminds me of thinking about marriage in the future. Will my spouse and I both attend FCCA, will we attend our respective different churches, or will we attend both of our churches on different Sundays (like we go to my church one Sunday, my spouse's church the next Sunday)? Will we both be Congregationalists, or will we be of different denominations? No matter what the stakes present itself, I believe that the Lord will find a way to make it work out. 

Going forward, the Congregational Way will be in my heart forever. I can't wait to see all the wonderful things I accomplish as a Congregational Christian today, tomorrow, and forever!

Happy Easter: My Video Testimony

 Hello everyone! Happy Easter! I hope each and every one of you had a wonderful celebration. 

On my end, most of my family is not in the faith (besides myself, only my mom, my younger brothers, and maybe my Uncle Martin are Christians). Most of my family is far away. However, guess who I celebrated Easter with today? ...

Yes, I celebrated Easter with my church, First Congregational Church of Anaheim. We had a wonderful breakfast, an Easter egg hunt, an amazing church service, and much more. 

Devoting my life to Christ took some time. When I was in elementary school, I attended church in the Bay Area with my family. At that time, dreaded going to church and felt it was an extra day of school. Around 3rd-5th grade, we stopped going to that church because my mom did not like some of the teachings that church preached. However, she shared many inspiring stories with me of Christ bringing miracles to many, like helping one who's blind to see again, and bringing life back to those that many were hopeless would ever survive. Growing up with special needs, these experiences led me to accept Christ as my Lord and Savior and really taught me to always have faith and hope in Christ, even in the darkest of times. Anyway, here is my testimony if you would like to learn more on how I came to Christ:

More photos from church: 

Very Excited to Become an Official Member of My Church

 Hi everyone! I hope you all are having a great start to your February. I'm writing today because tomorrow, Sunday, February 5, I am going to become an official member of the Congregational Church! I'm really grateful to have found this church. Through faith in Christ, I've met so many wonderful individuals there. 

Finding the right church took quite a bit of time. When I was young, I attended a non-denominational church back in the Bay Area. As someone who did not like going to school, I at first dreaded going to church on Sundays. My family and I stopped attending around 5th grade because we felt their teachings were too harsh. From the summer before 6th grade to the summer before 9th grade, I attended a summer Christian day camp at another church near my middle school, 2 years as a day camper, 2 years as a staff volunteer. When I was staffing for them, they had us try to convert the day campers into Christians, in the name of "Spreading the Gospel", which I felt uncomfortable doing. 

Both of these churches would try to drill in my head that 'anyone who doesn't believe in Christ goes to hell'. With most of my relatives on both my mom's side and my dad's side (including my grandparents) identifying as Buddhist and meeting so many kind individuals who did not identify as Christian, I started to question that statement. Even though I am a straight male, I also did not like how these churches had beliefs that marginalize individuals who identify as LGBTQ. As a man who embraces diversity and all religions, I personally feel that God loves everyone, not just those who identify as 'Christian'. 

Surprisingly, when I share my tough experience at these churches to many Christians today, they tell me, "Oh, the stuff they are preaching is actually from the Bible." After they said that, I felt a little hurt, and felt that they didn't really validate my experience. From my experience, the Bible has taught me many important truths and lessons from Christ through his word, however, there are things in the Bible that I would question, "With the love and hope God provides to myself and many, would God really do this today?"

While I may not have had the best experiences at these churches, what encouraged me to continue to have faith and believe in my Lord and Savior are the love he gives me and the hope he provides along the way. I saw a Brazilian Healer who visited New York 3 times in my 5th, 6th, and 10th-grade year. These experiences helped me to see more of the spiritual side of Christ. 

Anyway, back to the search, the search continued on, especially after I moved down to Southern California. Around 5th-6th grade, if you know me well, that was also the time when Walt Disney and my favorite Disney characters all inspired me to pursue animation. I was looking into Walt Disney's life and found out how his Congregational upbringing and faith had a big influence on the creation of his films. With that, I looked more into the Congregational Church and the Congregational way. What really resonated with me was the freedom of interpretation of the Gospel, the importance of individual conscience (Pinocchio), and most of all, the importance of a personal relationship with Christ. 

So then, I looked into Congregational churches. From mid-2021 to late-2021, I attended a UCC (United Church of Christ) in L.A. virtually through Zoom. However, while I really liked how open and accepting they were, I stopped attending since I felt the talk on politics was too much there to the point where I started to feel worried every time I would attend a service. I also felt the Congregational Way at that UCC was not really being emphasized there. At the same time around December 2021, I started attending service for my current church, First Congregational Church of Anaheim, virtually through Facebook Live. I really valued Pastor Jim's sermons and how he emphasizes what it means to serve as a believer of Christ. As a result, in early March 2022, I started attending in person, and that's when I started to meet all of my wonderful church friends! 

Ever since I started attending, I'm really blessed getting to know many there, including Jim Weddell (the DVD man who knows the son of Frank Thomas, one of Disney's Nine Old Men), Tom and his wife Susan, Pastor Emily and her husband Ricky, and Pastor Jim Schibsted and his wife Penny. While this church is mostly composed of older adults and seniors, everyone there I have met is very accepting with true love that comes from the heart. 

Even when I do move to Los Feliz, or elsewhere in the Hollywood-Burbank area, I still plan to make the commute down when I can on Sundays to attend service at FCCA. Whether I end up attending just FCCA or 2 churches (FCCA and my wife's church), whether I have barely any time or a lot of time, I have faith that God will find a way to make it work out.

So tomorrow, I am very excited to become an official member at my church. Not only that, I am also going to get baptized for the very first time through sprinkling tomorrow, not because it is required (it's not required), but rather because to symbolize the dedication of my life to the Lord. I'll make sure to post pictures! 

Thank you for reading my piece here. I hope you all have a magical evening! No matter what you may identify as, always know that you are very special and that there is something very special inside of you that the world is waiting to see! 

I say this in Christ's name we pray, Amen!

The Three Characters That Changed My Life

     

Sorry I have been away for so long. I've gotten very busy with my film and being in the Animation BFA at my school.

My 3 favorite animated movies of all time that inspired me to dream of becoming an animator are Fantasia (1940), Pinocchio (1940), and Peter Pan (1953). It's not just the moral messages that inspired me, but rather more, the characters that encouraged me through these messages. Today, I drew my 3 favorite cartoon characters, Peter Pan, Jiminy Cricket, and most of all, Mickey Mouse.

 Third to foremost, Peter Pan always reminds me to not grow up too fast and to always have faith and trust. When I was in elementary school, I was often made fun of for liking things people thought I was 'too old' to like, such as dressing up as Mickey Mouse and watching shows like Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. That made me both question my childish personality and feel pressured by society to 'grow up'. At the same time, Peter Pan encouraged me to embrace the child inside of me and to never let that go, to embrace my immaturity in that there's always something new to discover. 

 Second to most is Jiminy Cricket from Pinocchio (1940). In elementary school, I also really doubted myself on many of the decisions I was making back then and felt tempted by my tutors and parents to conform and have similar interests as peers who are the same age as me. At the same time in 5th grade when I was starting to see and believe the miracles, angels, and spirits that my Lord and Savior can bring to me, Jiminy Cricket came into my mind during the Remember Dreams Come True firework show at Disneyland, reassuring me to trust my heart, to follow my conscience, and to believe in my wishes and dreams. For the first time, I felt then that my dreams and ambitions were validated. 

 Most of all, as a lonely child in elementary school with barely any true friends, Mickey Mouse shined the light. In Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, I felt welcomed by Mickey and his pals into the clubhouse. I would always feel sad when he has to say 'so long' at the end of each episode. In the classic Mickey Mouse cartoons, he taught me what it means to love and care for each other and what true friendship means. In the Fantasmic! show at Disneyland also in 5th grade, he also inspired me to keep using my imagination and to be open to all the amazing possibilities out there. 

These 3 special characters are not just my favorite cartoon characters, they are the first true friends I met. Yes, many of you may think I am weird for saying this, but this is why I say 'Happy Birthday' to my favorite cartoon characters. 

I feel like my struggles to make friends, while it did come with feeling lonely and excluded through the end of high school, I also felt it came with a blessing in disguise. Owing to my loneliness, I thought about how Mickey and his pals, Jiminy, and Peter Pan all made me feel less lonely through their inspiration. This made me think about all the other kids and adults who may be feeling lonely and want to create my own cartoon characters to inspire them and give them lifelong friends they can relate to.

These characters didn't just gift me with my dream to move to/near L.A. and pursue animation. They also helped me to transform my heart, to open up and be vulnerable, and also blessed me with all of you, especially my wonderful and amazing friends I've met both in-person and online since I started at CSULB. 

Thank you for reading my story and for always supporting me throughout this lifelong journey. I'm really grateful for all of you and can't wait to see where this journey leads me. 

How I Found My Apartment

 Hey everyone! I'm sorry I haven't been able to post lately. I've been so busy packing my goodies and moving into my new apartment.

Right now, I'm living alone in an apartment in Anaheim around 10-15 minutes from Disneyland and 15-25 minutes from CSULB. 

As a student searching for an apartment for the first time, finding this apartment was very tough with so many uncertainties and hassles. At first, I was hoping to move to an apartment closer to CSULB with a roommate or two. But then, COVID hit and we all went back to our parents' homes. In late April of this year, after consulting with my longtime special needs doctor, Dr. Green, we decided it was safe and recommended for me to take the vaccine and head back to campus this Fall. Then, I started to look for apartments near CSULB. 

With the pandemic still lingering on, my parents and I were uncertain about whether I should find a roommate. Then in May, my parents and I saw that we could not afford most of the apartments by ourselves, so they sent me to find a roommate. It's very difficult to find a committed roommate, as many of my friends were either trying to dorm again or wait until the Spring semester. I started posting roommate ads through Discord, Facebook, Instagram, and Roomsurf. Here's my roommate ad I posted:

Unfortunately, only a few interested candidates got back to me, all of them, unfortunately, drink alcohol or do drugs of some kind, so I had to decline them all immediately. Then, in mid-June, a potential candidate who met all of my requirements messaged me on Facebook and asked if we wanted to be roommates. We then met on Zoom less than 2 weeks before my mom and I went down to Long Beach to look at apartments. 

In early July before the 4th, me and my mom met up with the potential roommate to look at several apartments around the campus, many of them almost exceeding his max budget of $700/month including utilities. We both liked the first apartment we saw very close to campus ($1589-$1670/month + utilities), but we did not want to make a decision right away since we had other apartments to check out that day. We then went to tour 2 other apartments in Lakewood (2nd and 3rd apartments, $1325/month and $1575/month respectively) and 2 more in Anaheim (4th and 5th apartments, $1175/month and $1500/month respectively). All of them allow guarantors to be added as an extra name besides the 2 students to help qualify the students rentwise, except the 4th apartment, in which only 2 names can be put on the lease at max, meaning that if I go into the 4th apartment, I will have to live alone. 

After touring all of them, we decided we wanted to try to secure a studio at the first apartment very close to campus. Unfortunately, when we returned to the first apartment, the studio we wanted at $1589/month was already taken. There was another studio at the same complex at $1670/month, so my mom and I tried to convince the potential roommate to commit and sign a roommate agreement so we can secure that apartment. He did not look like he was very committed and was still thinking about whether to room with me. While we were talking about the roommate terms with him, someone came out from the leasing office and told us that someone secured the other studio available, leaving us with no apartments to secure together. We then went our separate ways for the day. I started crying, worrying that I would not secure a place and a roommate in time for the Fall semester. 

The next day, Friday, in case the potential roommate decides not to commit, me and my mom rushed back to the 4th apartment to fill out an application. It was very overwhelming, as we had to rush to both Staples and the post office to print our required documents. Once we filled the application, we found out that we were 2nd in line, leaving even more uncertainties on whether I would get the room or not. Later Friday night, my mom and I decided it was time for the potential roommate and me to go separate ways since we had different requirements for finding an apartment. With only 1 more day left to secure a place before my mom and I drive back up to the Bay Area, I spent the 2nd night crying and almost hopeless that I would secure a place and roommate in time.

Then, on Saturday morning, we finally saw the light starting to shine. Another studio opened up at the first complex for $1639/month, so we hurried up and secured the place. I was finally happy knowing that I now had a place to live in, but due to it being expensive, was faced with even more uncertainties with whether I can find a committed roommate and how long I can stay there. 

After we arrived back in the Bay Area, on the following Tuesday, the light shined even brighter. The landlord from the 4th apartment called back and said that the applicant in front of us did not qualify, so she put our application in. Even more relieving, a day later, she called back again and said that we got the room, giving us 2 options instead of 1 to consider. 

This led my parents to discuss with me our two options. The first apartment in LB was really close to campus that I did not have to drive to every day, but was more expensive and had a late move-in date of mid-August, only a few days before the Fall semester starts. The 4th apartment in Anaheim would require me to commute 15-25 minutes to campus every day, but was a lot more affordable, still very safe, and could move in as early as late July. After weighing out the pros and cons, my parents and I decided to go with the Anaheim apartment since I could stay there alone and also because it had an earlier move-in date.

Just last Thursday on the 22nd, I officially moved into my new Anaheim apartment and I am really enjoying the place! I feel like myself getting the opportunity to live alone comfortably was a true gift from God. Before I moved into my dorm at Parkside for my 1st year, my parents requested for me to live alone because of my allergies and special needs, which did not happen. While living alone comes with its challenges, I feel like there will be so many new experiences to discover and learn from. 

I am very grateful to everyone who helped me and supported me along this journey, especially my mom. This move would not have been possible without all of you. I am very excited about all the wonderful memories I will make and all the wonderful characters and movies I will create here!

Why I Prefer Traditional Hand-Drawn Animation Over CGI and 2D Cutout Animation

 Hey everyone! I hope you guys all had a fabulous February so far! I can't believe it's already March!

Today, I wanted to talk more about my experience with animation and how it has influenced my beliefs about animation and my vision to bring back traditional hand-drawn cartoon animation to the big screen.

I first started animating in 7th grade in Mr. Pomeroy's animation class at my middle school. In middle school and high school, I animated using a combination of hand-drawing and motion tweening because I kind of felt lazy back then and due to my very limited drawing skills, did not want to draw out every single frame. Here's some of my work back from grade school:

 

Just last Spring at CSULB, I was in Tom's Animation 1 class. He was very inspiring and his experience working on shows like The Looney Tunes and Tom & Jerry really helped me to push my animation. Taking his class really left me in tears leaving his class every time. Taking his class also persuaded me to really embrace traditional hand-drawn animation and the wonderful role drawing plays in the art of animation. I also realized that it was mostly Disney's traditionally animated films (specifically Fantasia, Pinnochio, Peter Pan, and Winnie the Pooh) and the morals within them that inspired me to pursue animation in the first place. Here are some of my animations I did for Tom's Animation 1 class and some I did just this past year. All of these were animated completely hand-drawn at 24 FPS, either with 12 field animation paper and pencil, or in ToonBoom Harmony.

 

Yes, so that was the moment I really fell in love with traditional frame-by-frame animation. Before Tom's class, I saw myself creating 2D cartoons and 3D CGI films. His class really connected me more with my inner self and my heart and really reminded me of how I fell in love with animation. Now after taking his class, I now envision my studio bringing back traditional animation, paper/pencil and paperless, to the big screen. Tom's class showed me what I can do with traditional animation! All I need is good drawing/draftsman skills, a vivid imagination, and to keep the 12 Principles in mind. With these 3 major things, I can really push my animation, like the character's emotions, squash and stretch, and much more, without having to worry about the technical limitations that 3D animators and 2D puppet animators have to worry about, like rigging and 3D modeling. 

I also really like the very natural and organic movements that come with hand-drawn animation. Rewatching many of my favorite cartoons and animated films, I noticed that the animation in many of the modern cartoons being made, like Gravity Falls and Spongebob, is much more stiff and robotic than the animation made in many of the classic cartoons, like the classic Mickey Mouse cartoons from the 1940s and the classic Tom and Jerry cartoons. I also really miss the art style that came with the many traditionally animated films and classic cartoons that Disney, Warner Bros., and Sullivan Bluth released.

Also, the morals and messages being portrayed in modern films make me miss the traditionally animated films. I also believe from my heart that most of Disney's traditionally animated films from the 1940s-1970s portrayed morals more in line with Walt Disney's original vision, like faith and family, and touched my heart much more than many of Disney's modern CGI films.

CGI animation has its benefits too! I really like the nice backgrounds and the great camera shots the 3D animators do. I also really like the storytelling many of Pixar's films convey. I'm not saying CGI is bad, however, what I am noticing is a decline in the appeal of many of the characters, as well as a drop in authenticity and inspiration from those films.  With 2D puppet animation, I can definitely notice this decline much more. I also notice a big drop in the art style. I can already tell that many of the 2D cartoons I see today have much less time and thought put into them. Take the classic Mickey Mouse cartoons back from the day versus the modern Mickey Mouse cartoons. I like the classic Mickey Mouse cartoons much better for a number of reasons. First, I really like the art style much better. The look of Mickey Mouse and the other characters look much cuter than them in the modern cartoons. The anatomy looks much more believable. The movements also look much more natural and organic, feels more like the animator put his vision and time into the animation. 

That being said, as both 2D puppet/cutout animation and CGI are becoming the "new normal", I am in an area of self-conflict right now. There are 2 different sides of my mind when it comes to me thinking about this:

There's the side of me that tells me to eventually learn CGI and puppet animation, in addition to my favorite technique of hand-drawn animation, so I can land a job in the industry. This will require me eventually to upgrade my ToonBoom animation software from Harmony Advanced (the version I have now) to Harmony Premium (the highest version with the node view). Harmony Premium costs $160/year for students, which is twice as much as Harmony Advanced, which costs $80/year for students. For traditional hand-drawn animators like me, there's not too much of a difference as both have all the tools one needs to create wonderful hand-drawn animation. Harmony Premium would benefit me a little bit more with the node view and some more effects, but those are not required to create amazing professional frame-by-frame animation. However, professional cut-out animation requires Harmony Premium, as the node view is required for creating cutout/puppet animation, as well as many cutout/rigging capabilities that are not found in Harmony Advanced. 

On the opposite side of my mind, there's the other side of me that is telling me to stand up against puppet/CGI animation taking over the industry and use my full energy and time to pursue my dream of bringing hand-drawn animation and films that truly touch the heart back to the big screen. I know for sure my upcoming animated film I am making with my characters will be animated completely hand-drawn, frame-by-frame. 

When I do start my animation studio, the Yip Studios, I will for sure tell you that traditional hand-drawn animation will be coming back! I hope to not just bring paperless animated films in ToonBoom Harmony and pencil/animation paper, but I also really hope to use plastic cels and try inking and painting just how the animators did with Fantasia and Pinocchio back in the 1940s. Most of all, I really hope my films make you guys laugh and inspire all of you to love yourself and to appreciate one another. Many studios have switched to CGI because they think it would be more efficient and better for them financially. Unlike most studios and most animators, the thing is that my studio and I simply cannot be bought. Like any business, while money is important for my future studio to survive, the most important things are that my studio is God-led and that my studio touches the heart of many individuals and brings more happiness and encouragement into their lives. Traditional hand-drawn animation may require more time and much more drawing, but I feel the extra time and effort put in will be much more worth it in the end.

Overall, I would like to know what you guys think about CGI and 2D cutout animation both replacing traditional hand-drawn animation. If you feel comfortable, please feel free to leave a comment down below. I hope you guys all have a wonderful rest of your day! 🙂❤️